|Asco vom Waldecker Land
When I think of you , I think of so many
memories . What we have
experienced everything and made in the 14 years together .
You were so good as
always by my side and I on your .
You got me often
better known than any human . You knew without words
what mood I was and always have been my mirror.
That was not always
You were a strong
character and are you remained faithful to the end.
You came to me with an unwilling growling and went with the same
Even that was not
What we have done it
all. We were on dogs places , agility and have
made a test of endurance . We walked infinitely many hours and have
played . Most of all you were the unreasonable tennis balls. Thus you
have you rubbing the teeth , so that in the end there was not much
about , even though you do not have to keep all the teeth .
Then Apollo came to
be when you were four years old. You have it easily
accepted, even if you 've had it so much stress that it has cost you
almost all of the hair . You've been chief , without the need to fight
it out first , and until the end . You just did what you wanted ,
regardless of whether Apollo has fitted the . I miss your good training
system here at the moment very much.
We have been on
holiday and did you always felt comfortable there ,
where I was.
You've loved to
drive and easy to be able to .
We have you shown at
exhibitions. Just like that.
We have to beat as
often feared when you were sick. I always was afraid
of THE day and was afraid of it can not.
In the end I could,
because I knew you wanted it . You have lived at
the end was for me , not for you. As you lay there asleep , and your
face was as peaceful as long no more, you have given me a part of your
peace . Your last gift to me
We had so many good
years , another gift . I could write so much about
you and it could not express anyway, how much I have lost.
Forever yours ...
For my best friend
In four days the
first year . The first year without you. Without your
nose where it did not belong anywhere without your paws wore everywhere
you go where I was. Without your love , without your smell , without
your whining and your growl. You were always against everything always
true to you , do not let you bend , were a more difficult but more
pronounced character. I'll probably never get a dog like you. One with
which I had to fight for everything that was my faithful than I could
ever imagine . The even at the end only lived for me and not giving up .
A year without you
and I have not had not a second in this year the
feeling that I am only half present.
I feel amputated ,
my heart weighs tons, you live forever in it. Your
shadow remained invisible to me . I sometimes physical pain when I
think of you .
I've always known
that it is hard , I've always had fear of the day ,
thought I can not do it . I've managed a year without you and it was
hard and yet lighter than I would have ever guessed it .
Partly because I
know that it could not be helped . It was not your
desire , and certainly not mine. If I had one wish I'd want you back
There were times
this year where I could bear it , but times like right
now, where I can hardly stand it . Yes even a year later. I do not know
if that ever changes . Grief can not stop you , there are people who
say this was just a dog. Yes but for me the best, the best friend , one
of me knew better than I knew myself , one who understood everything ,
without that I had to say something and explain . One who has always
listened . What man can already say about himself ? There are also
people who say one years mourning must now but really be enough. No,
grief has no boundary requirements and is something that we have to
make with ourselves . It does eventually hurt less , yes. Man makes his
peace with it at some point , because you have it . Still, I 'm afraid
I'll have the rest of my life tears for you and miss you. Even if the
other dogs here who also have a big place in my heart for me You were
just the " A " , my soul dog.